Saturday, May 22, 2010

what life has for you

Everyday we have is given by our God.....and everything we lose is also given (taken) by our God....may we love His power and trust in Him only...I say our God because He is my God and your God....He created us...we did not create Him...this may sound like random thoughts, which may be true...sometimes random thoughts are the most honest thoughts we have...

My mom died ...we are all going to die....but my mom died and that is life changing...she gave birth to me, she fed me, she watched over me as I grew, she encouraged me, she loved me unconditionally, she disciplined me because she loved me, she hugged me, watched me cry, gave me sweet advice, laughed with me, looked at me...you know the look...she was my mom...

God gave me that particular mom...not someone elses mom...why her....because God made it so...and though He took her away, I am very grateful to God for that mom...she made an impact in my life many times over....thank you God for my mom and thank you God for holding me close...I miss my mom

If I believe in Your love and sufficiency in what I consider good things, may I also always believe in your all knowing in the so called bad times...now I am happy for the life I have been provided with such a wonderful mom as an example and great influence in my life..she lived a long life...she lived a good life and like most, with many hard and sorrowful times...she was grateful for what she had...and she cherished her family...we were loved...

so what am I trying to say...I will always be grateful to my mom for her love, encouragement, patience, gentle quiet spirit, smile, discipline, sense of humor, and her gratefulness...

I am grateful to God for letting me have her as my mom for so many years, for her salvation, for letting me care for her (only wish I had cared for her with the same character as she cared for me), and for the renewal of her mind when she stepped from time to eternity...God will enjoy her wit...oh yes He will